...I started a challenge: read the entire Bible before I get married. The short version is this: that didn't happen. As I stated in my last blog post I had "bite(n) off more than I can chew."
There were a couple of specific things that led to this failure. (1) I had no previous system for reading in place. I was expecting myself to complete this task without first having the discipline of reading firmly established in my life. Basically, I started running a marathon without any training expecting to finish. (2) The timing was less than ideal. I had only 5 months to read the whole Bible, the 5 months before my own wedding. This time period was stressful on its own and full of more distractions than I could counteract. These two things were the two biggest factors in failing to reach my goal.
But the calling to read the whole Bible was still strong in my heart, and I was confident God was still calling me to complete that challenge. This called for a change in tactic. I would not read, I would listen.
Many of you have heard of the YouVersion.com Bible app. This is the app that I use. Not only does it have almost every version of the Bible at its disposal, it also has audio versions of the Bible in parallel with what you are reading. I am able to listen to the Bible one chapter at a time. When one chapter is finished, it automatically starts the next chapter. I would then use the bookmark feature to save my listening spot to pick up later.
Why would I listen to the Bible instead of read it? There are many factors that led to that decision.
- I am a verbal processor and an auditory learner. This does not mean that I learn best this way. It is simply the way that I prefer to learn; it is the way that is most comfortable to me.
- Listening made it possible for me to read the Bible during down time and menial tasks: mowing lawn, driving, walking the dog, etc.
- The Bible was originally read out loud to a crowd of people. Listening allowed me to hear the Bible as it was meant to be heard.
Fast forward a year and a half, I now have a set pattern for reading God's word. It is a part of my daily routine, and I think one of the first disciplines for me to really take a hold of. I am feel excitement whenever I prepare to listen to the Word of God.
Just yesterday, I started listening to Matthew. That means that since I started listening to the Bible in June of 2012, I have listened through the whole Old Testament! That is quite an accomplishment for me. I want to take a moment to reflect on what I learned.
First, I now have a better understanding on the Old Testament timeline. I understood the basic timeline, but I could pick out where each book took place.
Second, I am struck by how patient God was with the Israelites. It is a stark contrast to how people usually view the God of the Old Testament. But He is the same God that we know today, patient, just, gracious and forgiving. When God did act against His people, or even against other nations, it is only when they have demonstrated no interest in repenting. Only then did He act. If fact, I could feel God's sorrow when He did have to act. He constantly refers to Israel as an adulterous wife. Yes he was angry and frustrated with their actions, but He stilled loved them and that caused Him pain.
Third, the Old Testament has changed how I worship. I have a firmer grasp on the reverence of God. When we worship, we are stepping into the throne room of God to let Him know what He means to us. I now approach with fear, awe and a whole heap of respect. And that permeates my worship.
Now, I am on to the New Testament. I am excited to see the continuation of God's story, and how He worked to make us a part of His great epic.